Al-kisah di hari 1st exam

hari ni 1st time dlm kamus idop aku bile bergelar seorg mahsiswi amik exam degree tdi...19jan2011...tp ni bukan exam yg mne ada study week la....bukan...no...nehi...exam ni brlngsung waktu dah start bljr sem2... ok nk citer hari nih kls aku start kol10pagi smpi pkul2ptg...straight...pkul2ptg tu plak teros amik exam kat minor hall.... sampai pkul4ptg...dgn nk smyg nye lagi.....n lagi xmkn lunchnye lagi b4 nk msuk exam tuh....maka dgn itu berlakulah konsert muzik dlm perot mse tgh jwb exam....mntk2 mamat/minah saleh xdgr konsert terbukak aku tuh....perot asyk bunyi2 jer...mne la nk fokus kan....exam kat cni very strict mcm amik Alvel dulu.. xbleh bwk case pencilbox...yg lutsinar aje bleh..xbleh bwk msuk case kalkulator....nk tulis nama kat ats kertas pon pusing2 kertas tuh....penat exam 2jam....bleh jwb ke x? hmmmm...mcm biase ade yg konpius ade yg xtahu...tawakal jer skrg dh wat yg terbaek kan...tp yg xpuas hatinye msti ade bab ngira2.....kena pick mne satu nk jwb soklan... satu soklan byk kira2 satu soklan lgi byk kena mnulis n mnghafal...dsbebkan aku mmg xmnt mngira2 aku amik yg kne byk tulis2...ntah ape yg aku tulis..hrp2 betol la Amin....lps tuh balik bilik teros laju2 nk smyg asar b4 msuk mghrib...perot kne diisi lgi...dsbbkan aku duk sorg2 kat asrama nih so mmg mls masak lgi2 bila dh penat kan...so ingt nk mkn roti jer...bukak2 plstik...."ehh ape nih wrna hijau semacam dh roti...kulat ler....." terbih expired plak roti nih....kne buang...nk mkn ape? hntam biskut je lahhh... n nk dcritakan kwn2 aku tumpang nk smyg kat bilik..so adab2 mlyan tetamu kne la jamu mknn kan? so akhirnye msk jgk la aku....nseb bek diorg dtg kalu xdtg jwbnye mkn bskut cicah air milo la jwbnye dinner aku.... n Alhmdulillah sudah kyg...esok kls start kol9pgi...homwok kne hntr b4 10am...kls 9 smpi 5 prktikal ptg tuh.... penat kan?tp ni lah kseronokan bljr...nnti dh kje xbest nnti...next paper rabu depan..so ape lgi strt ur study now....chaiyok2....i can do it

A Girl's Heart Desire

Sometimes,
I want to open my hijab,
and show the world,
that I too,
am beautiful in the people's definition. But,
deep down here,
in my little heart,
I know that beauty is by definition,
a mystery.
and it is forever more rewarding,
to be beautiful in God's eyes.
Sometimes,
I want to wear ruffled dresses and tight jeans,
show off what I really look like,
under those baggy shirts and loosely fitted pants,
make a statement,
that I too,
have a figure and worth looking at.
But,
I know better,
to avoid entering the world of men's imagination,
for I love my future husband,
and I am ashamed,
what should be his, has already been unveiled by others.
Sometimes,
I want to show the world,
the other side of me,
the bubblier, bolder, and crazier me.
put myself on display,
for everyone to see,
to be desired, and admired upon.
But,
I know that eyes are not just eyes,
seeing is not just seeing,
image and respect are gained,
shame and humility deserve a better place,
Because in the end,
it is not just about me,
I carry a lot of impressions and expectations,
of what a Muslim girl should be,
I am covered by the word "Islam" the moment I walk out of my door,
So don't be selfish girl,
Can't you put behind your heart's desire for something worth fighting for?
Love is all it takes.
Love.
InshaAllah
- Artikel iluvislam.com

new sem start now

sem2 start today after a month of winter break.....in 2days more i`ll have my 1st degree exam....but i`m not well prepared enough but just tawakal right? hopefully this new sem i will focus in the class n not sleep..... pray for my exam....
    "Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan dunia akhirat kami. Kepada Kau kami berserah dan bertawakal.Amin"

10 perkara anda tidak suka

x suke minum susu tapi bleh mnum susu perisa strawberry+coklat

x suke bab mengira mcm math( hrp akn berubah) tp suke membaca(sejarah???)

x suke sgt mkn nasi tp suke makan roti& biskut (fktor gemok nih)

x suke tido tp suke tgk cerita or wat kje laen

x suke makan on time tp akn mkn bile2 terasa lapar(fktor gemok lgi)

 x suke wat kje last minit cth study tp bile dh last2 smgt turun naek adehhh

x suke org tuduh kalu kita sndri x timbukan masalh tu

x suke bila kena paksa...kena ats kerelaan sndri..

x suke lipat kain tp suke basuh n jemur baju

x suke dgr lagu rock mse study tp suke dgr lagu raya utk elakkan ngtok =)

xlarat dah....tlg...

exam dlm smnggu lagi...sekolah lagi 5hari mau bukak....dah la xde study week....uni laen ade jer...tp study week pon bukan aku study pon....xlarat dah nk study..bukan masalah dah abes ke belom...tp penat dah...cuti winter duk terperap kat cni jer..kwn len g europe g paris...aku xleh ikot sbb bukak jer sem baru ade exam....bgi la aku semangat nk bljr...buku depan mata otak duk pikir mnde len....dtg la smgt nk bljr....cmne nk target 1st class nih...my exam timetable:
                  paper 101&102= 19.1.11
                  paper 111&112= 26.1.11
walaupon jauh jarak paper tuh tu yg dugaannye...bukannye aku rajin sgt pon....wat mnde len jer.....Ya Allah kurniakanlah aku ilmu dan bagilah aku semangat utk belajar....hrp bukak new sem ni bleh fokus dlm kuliah n siap kerja sekolah...Amin....lame dah xcol msia.....kena call dulu bru smgt bljr dtg kot...mntk2 la....chaiyok2.... i can do it....aku kena bljr jgk.....

WALI BAND - BAIK BAIK SAYANG ( ORIGINAL )

jiwa kacau skrg

jiwa sgt x tenteram skrg..

byk masalah yg aku xtimbulkan pon dh jdi masalah aku....

sabarlah wahai hati

exam dlm smnggu lagi

kena kasi lulus jgk

xnak dhntar balik

and bazirkan masa 3tahun cmtuh jer

Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan dunia akirat hmba-Mu yg lemah ini

turn to Allah and He will guide us the right path

masalah yg sgt besar sampai aku terpaksa deactivated fb kjp...

besar la kan smpi kne closed fb for a while

pdahal selama ni 24jam on9 jer

bukan masalah xstudy tp ade masalah personal

so lets hope the problem settle

sape kate bljr oversea xde masalah?

malahan lebih byk masalah

chaiyok.....i can do it..

masa akn mnyelesaikan masalh tu..hope so...xsnggup dah

jika kite dberi dugaan maknanya Allah sygkan kita kan

sbb tu Allah pick us...nk tgk kite cmna nk lalui dugaan tuh

adakah kite still bergantung pada Allah atau dh give up?

pray for me and hope the problem settle b4 exam nih... Amin.